I'm a trembling explosion, quaking in fear at the hollowness I perceive.
Raw and powerful, alone and terrified.
Stupid contradiction, full of brilliance and hopelessness.
The hands I reach out to are my own. I stumble through the dark until I come across another. I push them into the light and watch them spread their wings and fly away. This little light, burns on slowly.
The monster inside claws at my insides. His rage and loathing tear at my heart. His whispers in my ear filling my imagination with death. Wearing down my will and forcing my head beneath the waves.
I'm alone today, I feel sick and disgusted with myself. The urges are there like a little itch in the back of my mind.
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